About Me

My reaL name is NicaeL Ram0s. I L0ve making new friends but I d0n't kn0w h0w. I'm n0t g0od when it c0mes t0 appr0achin pe0pLe. That's why I created this bL0g s0 that pe0pLe wiLL kn0w the real me.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Will You Ever Learn??

Haay...we had a great field trip yesterday. Especially the "Leisure Farm" part...read about it on www.niyael.multiply.com I have seen the wonders of nature, wonders of technology, wonders of friends, wonders of luvidabs...uh...i mean...wonders of love....haaay....wahehe!

Yesterday was the birthday of Yayay...my fave grandma! I feel so sorry for missing it. But I knew she would understand.

Uhm....I don't know what to tell. My back is really aching now! I'll just post my song for the day....

Song for the day...

So what's the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have passed
The weather's change
Should I be sorry?
Could I be sorry?

I did it all
All for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull
Your hands are clenched
Are we ready?
Are we ready?

But you
You think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about...

Unlonely nights
Romantic moments
The love
The love
What about them?
Throw it all away

You know me well
You know it's wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won't fool me cause you already did

I did it all
All for you
Hoping you could see
Your eyes are dull
Your hands are clenched
Are we ready?
Are we ready?

But you
You think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about...

Unlonely nights
Romantic moments
The love
The love
What about them?
Throw it all away

The perfect dates
The sweetest kisses
The love
The love
What about them?
Throw it all away

So what's the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have passed
The weather's changed
Should I be sorry?
Could I be sorry?

-Will You Ever Learn? by Typecast

All in bold letters except for 2 lines...wahehe! Anyway, I like this song. I can relate to it. I also heard some songs of Typecast like "Breathe Through The Glass"...it's really great! Wahehe!

Pabati Corner:
-Buddy Maybz! Wahehe! La lng...
-Cezzy...tulog ka ng tulog sa bus!
-Toolboy, dami mo na names ah!
-H.L. McCutchen, kala mo ah...inaantay ko pa din ung LightLand2!

-NiYael19




Friday, November 17, 2006

Sink or Swim

Wahehe! I just finished writing for my blog in www.niyael.multiply.com pls. visit it. I also added some photos. Anyway, I don't want to repeat the same story all over again...so..I'll just tell another story....

Uhm...actually, I can't think of any stories to tell. Ah! I got one! We got home almost 5:00 PM. Our dismissal time is 4:00 PM. The reason was, we finished our seatwork in geometry. Dadi Legz was so proud of us...he said..."That's ezekiel, very studious (he pronounced it as stojos)!" Wahehe! While mami mon insists us to go home. We had a partner and my partner was Jelene, our valedictorian who got a 98 grade in geom. But she was very busy with student council blahdiblahs so I was left alone to do the work. Me, the one who flunks in Math, did all the work. Se helped me with some of the problems. But I get the vibe that we're gonna fail on that seatwork...sorry Jelene.

Anyway, I watched "Click" (movie) last night. I cried...promiz! I cried! The movie was...nakakaiyak (w/ matching punas of imaginary tears in my eyes). Wahehe! And btw, I would like to share to you my most favorite movie line from "Imagine Me and You". Actually, it's not a line....it's kinda long...wahehe!

"You know, I want you to be happy. More than anything else, I wanted to be the 'cause of hapiness in you. But if I'm not, then I can't stand in the way. Do you see? Because what you're feeling now is the unstoppable force. Which means that I've got to move."

It's very nice, isn't it? Heck (Matthew Goode) said those words. I feel that I can relate to those lines. That's why that's my fave line. Anyway, here's my song for the day...

Song for the day....

What's my motivation
As I serve up my agression over you
Sometimes I get so schizophrenic
All your caring I don't need it
Orchestrated madness over you

Lost the feeling in my
Lost the feeling in my head
Lost the feeling in my
Lost the feeling in my head
Lost the feeling in my
Lost the feeling in my head

Lost the feeling in my head
Just want to feel this once again
Lost the feeling in my head
Yeah...

Eat up my confession
As I try to come off pleasant
So untrue
So untrue
It's like you never left me
Your voice it always scares me
Frustrated sadness over you

Oh!
Lost the feeling in my
Lost the feeling in my head
Lost the feeling in my
Lost the feeling in my head
Lost the feeling in my
Lost the feeling in my head

Lost the feeling in my head
Just wanna feel this once again
Lost the feeling my head
yeah...

Please just go away!
Please just go away!

Lost the feeling this in my head
Just want to feel this once again
Lost the feeling in my head
Yeah...

In my head!
In my head!
Just want to feel this once again
In my head!
Lost the feeling in my head

-Sink or Swim by Chicosci

I can really relate to this song. I love it! Go Chicosci!

Pabati Corner:
-Big eyez, ang cute moh!
-Go Chicosci!
-Sa lahat na nagsasabi na malaki ang bunganga ni Yael...wla na kau dun! Bka kau mas malaki pa eh! Peste kau! Patayin ko kaung lahat eh! Wahehe!











Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Tunay na Halaga...

Wahehe! Wazzup?? We just visited Nanay's grave. We really miss her so much. On our way, we tell stories of what we remember of nanay. We sang happy birthday at the front of her grave. It's kinda windy there so my hair became a mess. Wahehe!

What I didn't like this day is my absence in school. I really luv school. I miss my friends, teachers (some only), my crushes (especially i saw). I missed my fave subject, A.P. I really want to excel on that subject.

I have read on my e-mail a part of the High School Muscial 2. I'm not sure if it's true but anyway, here's how the story goes...Troy became a lifeguard. He and Gabriella are going out. Sharpay became Jealous so she pretend to drown so that Troy can save her. But Troy has to do a mouth-to-mouth to Sharpay. While they are having that mouth-to-mouth moment, Lucas told Gabriella that Troy is cheating on her. Wahehe! There you go...

Here's my song for the day...

Umiiyak ka nanaman
Langya talaga wala ka bang ibang alam
Namumugtong mga mata
Kailan pa ba kaya ikaw magsasawa
Sa problema na iyong pinapasan
Hatid sa'yo ng boyfriend mong hindi mo maintindihan

May kwento kang pangdrama nanaman
Parang pang-tv na walang katapusan
Hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan
Ang pagtiyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga
Na wala ng ginawa kundi ang paluhain ka

Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayo'y nagkasama
Iilang ulit palang kitang nakitang masaya
Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nya
Siguro ay hindi nya lang alam ang 'yong tunay na halaga

Hindi na dapat pag-usapan pa
Napapagod na rin ako sa aking kakasalita
Hindi ka rin naman nakikinig
Kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking bibig
Sa mga payong di mo pinapansin
Akala mo'y nakikinig
Di rin naman tatanggapin

Ayoko ng isipin pa
Di ko alam ba't di mo makayanan na iwanan sya
Ang dami-dami naman dyang iba
Wag kang mangangambang baka wala ka ng ibang makita
Na lalaki na magmamahal sa'yo
At hinding-hindi nya sasayangin ang pag-ibig mo

Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayo'y nagkasama
Iilang ulit palang kitang nakitang masaya
Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nya
Siguro ay hindi nya lang alam ang 'yong tunay na halaga

Minsan hindi ko maintindihan
Parang ang buhay natin ay napagtritripan
Medyo malabo yata ang mundo
Binabasura ng iba ang syang pinapangarap ko

Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayo'y nagkasama
Iilang ulit palang kitang nakitang masaya
Naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka nya
Siguro ay hindi nya lang alam ang 'yong tunay na halaga...

-Halaga by Parokya ni Edgar

I really love this song and I really love the band too. I first heard it when Cezzy sang it on ktv. Wahehe!

Pabati Corner:
-Viofetta...miss u!!
-Happy birthday nanay! I luv u!!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Gulong-gulo ang isip ko...

Myx mo! Yehey! I'm so glad we were allowed to attend that. Wahehe! Right now, I'm listening to Sampip by Parokya ni Edgar. I luv their songs...especially Halaga! Uhm...I don't know what to say coz I already said everthing on my other blog. Pls. check it out www.niyael.multiply.com. Wahehe!

Oh no! I'm having a problem on my other friendster account nicael_blue19@yahoo.com ...I forgot the password! How unlucky...Now, I'm listening to 2 Trick Pony by Sandwich (Marc Abaya is still their vocalist). I luv it! I find the song cute. Wahehe!

I'm so grateful that Gos is granting my wish to Him. He never failed me. I started praying for it last Sunday night (not sure). It came true yesterday and today! Wahehe! Thank you very much Lord.

I saw big eyes! He is very cute with his...big eyes! Wahehe! It's getting late now....here's my song for the day...

Song for the day...

Bakit kaya ganito ang aking nadarama
Nasasaktan na di naman nalalaman
Kung meron man akong hiling sa puso kong ito
Hindi sana di sa tulad mo

Gulong-gulo ang isip ko
Sa puso kong ito
Hindi alam kung bakit ba
Ikaw ang minahal
Kung kaya ko lang sana pigilan
Ang aking puso’y piliin ka
Para ibigin ko

Pag-ibig ba ang sadyang di maintindihan
Puso at isipan ay di makasunduan
Kung kaya ko limutin ka ginawa ko na
Ano ba ang meron ka’t mahal kita

Gulong-gulo ang isip ko
Sa puso kong ito
Hindi alam kung bakit ba
Ikaw ang minahal
Kung kaya ko lang sana pigilan
Ang aking puso’y
Piliin ka para ibigin ko

Gulong gulo ang isip ko
Sa puso kong ito
Di alam kung bakit ba
Ikaw ang minahal
Kung kaya ko lang sanang pigilan
Ang aking puso
Piliin ka para ibigin ko

-The Heartbreak Song by Kim Chiu from the movie First Day High

I think I can really relate to this song bcoz you see....everything is in bold letters!! Wahehe! Well...talagang ganyan..Oki...babye now!

Pabati Corner:
-Lord, thank u very much!
-Maybz, salamat sa pagmemorize ng name ni big eyes...kahit nalimutan moh! Wahehe!
-Cezzy, wahehe!
-Big eyes, sobrang cute mo talaga!
-H.L. McCutchen, LightLand 2 naman dyan oh...

-NiYael19

Friday, November 03, 2006

...A Promise...

Ahm...aaah....w8...ahhh.....wahehe! I finished reading Princess Diaries III (Princess In Love) last night. It's wonderful!! Nakakakilig!! While I'm reading it, sinasabunutan ko kapatid koh! Grabeh! Meg Cabot is such a great author. Haaay...can't wait to buy Princess Diaries IV. Wahehe!

Right now, I'm listening to "A Promise" by Chicosci. I luv it!! Wahehe!! Wahehe!! Wahehe!! It's nice naman pala eh.

Gracel nd I had a wonderful chat last night. She told me that she likes Hale too. She saw Champ in person. She told me that he looks like Dennis Trillo...wow! Wahehe!! She also likes Chicosci nd Callalily. Wahehe! Raimund Marasigan too. She told me that Miggy (vocalist of Chicosci) sang and danced "Sexy Back" by Justin Timberlake. Wahehe!!! I can't imagine!!!

Okay...I got lot of things to do so...here's my song for the day......

Song for the day:

Yeah you are my beloved ghost
And here I'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still just be with me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

And I'll be
The kiss
The gun
We'll be draining their blood again

Embrace the rest of me
We'll be racing through the night
Again, embrace the rest of me
And then we'll feast on them, celebrating

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see

Denied another day
Life took you away
I'll love you just the same

Cause you are my beloved ghost
And here I'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still just be with me

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for the world to see
To see...

-A Promise by Chicosci

I really like this song. Wahehe!! Pls. Visit my other blog www.niyael.multiply.com

Pabati Corner:
-Teahcers, kainis kau!
-Viofetta, miss yah all!!
-Meg Cabot, i luv ur book!!
-H.L. McCuthen...uhm...LightLand2.....
-Gracel...la lang...wahehe!

-NiYael19