About Me

My reaL name is NicaeL Ram0s. I L0ve making new friends but I d0n't kn0w h0w. I'm n0t g0od when it c0mes t0 appr0achin pe0pLe. That's why I created this bL0g s0 that pe0pLe wiLL kn0w the real me.

Friday, March 23, 2007

...i'm not okay!!...

Hay...naiinis nah talgah koh!! I'm not ok I promise!! Pls...pwede bah!! Cge...kwen2 koh muna buhaty koh...

Last night, my mom didn't allow me to attend the gig of Chicosci nd Sponge Cola bcoz of blah blah blah..!! But, she told me that she would buy me a CD of Typecast (every moss and cobweb). That will do...wahehe!

Right now, I'm chattin with some friends...Cezzy, Maybz, Ian, Alyssa (she got angry at me)...nd blah...blah...blah...! I'm so happy for Cezzy...she got what she really wanted...! I wish I could too...

Here's my song for the day...I'm not ok I PROMISE!!

Song for the day:

Well if you wanted honesty
That's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way

For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
YOU WEAR ME OUT!!

What will it take to show you that
It's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words
But don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)

To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook
For the last time take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
YOU WEAR ME OUT!!

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm not okay
I'm okay
I'm okay now
(I'm okay now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this
I'm okay

Trust me!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-f******-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

-I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance

Iba talagah pag MCR...! To those who said that MCR is crap...I have something to tell you...! Yes, you have the right to your opinion but I have the right to think your STUPID!!

www.niyael.multiply.com
www.godblez.multiply.com
www.miggykoskee.multiply.com

Pabati Corner:
-Cezzy, Godblez na lng sa inyu!!
-Viofetta nd other fwendz, I'll miss u all!!
-Alyssa...SORI NAH!! HUHUHU!!
-Sponge Cola, congratz sa mga awards niu!!
-I saw...mamimiss kitah! wahehe!

-NiYaelVampaYr^
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

so far away...one last look!!

What the heck! Why is multiply not working?!?! Argh!! Anyway...this past few days...I've been very sad nd I hate everybody!! My family, my friends...everybody!! I don't want to talk about it...

By the way, I heard a very bad news. I'm not sure...but I heard that i saw would be transferring to another school...! What the hell! I really don't know what to say about it but...blah...blah...blah...I'll write my reactions on my secret blog...by the way check out my other blogs...
www.niyael.multiply.com
www.miggykoskee.multiply.com
www.godblez.multiply.com
tnx a lot!

Here's my song for the day and it's for him...!

Song of the day:

Can I be a little selfish?
And I swear I'll come back home to you
Our heads turn, the last kiss
Make me yours and kill me with your stare

Leaves shaking, let's follow
I'm staying with you angel
'Till fear dies, I won't let go
I won't let go...

So far away
One last look
It's the same thing as before
Am I too late?
One last look

How could you just take me?
A solid frame, a heart I fell into
Let's pray for the violence
3:47, it's just another requiem

Leaves shaking, let's follow
I'm staying with you angel!
'Till fear dies, I won't let go
I won't let go...

So far away
One last look
It's the same thing as before
Am I too late?
One last look
'Till we sleep forever

So far away
One last look
It's the same thing as before
Am I too late?
One last look
'Till sleep forever

Sleep forever...!

A love in wait
I'll watch you go
We lie in state
I'll watch you go
A love in wait...

I'll watch you go!
I'll watch you go!

(I'll watch you go!)
Can I be a little selfish?
(I'll watch you go!)
And I swear I'll come back home to you
Let's pray for the violence
3:47, it's just another requiem

-Last Look by Chicosci

I love that song...talaga...!

Pabati Corner:
-I hate you people!
-I super love God! He's the only one I can lean to...
-I love My Chemical Romance, Chicosci, and Typecast!!



Tuesday, March 06, 2007

...I'm dumb...I hope u like me 2...

Hayyy....don't have anything good to say. Uhm, i saw " i saw"...so what?? Wahehe! Uhm...ano bah sasabihin koh? Uhm...ah, I know! I'll tell you the songs that makes my heart feel heavy and cry.

1.) Scars of a Failing Heart by Typecast...when the first time I heard it, I was so amazed on how the song touched my heart and made me feel like crying. Grabeh! Sobrang bumigat un puso koh...nu ba yan?? Astig talgah Typecast. There's not one song from them that I found rubbish. They're all great!..."everything's failing with thoughts of you...now i'm down without knowing what's true...with the way you look at someone else"...

2.) Magbalik by Callalily...this is my most fave song from them...grabeh..."tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil sa pag-ikot...pag-ibig di mapapagod"...

3.) Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional...ewan koh ba kung bakit..."i am vindicated...i am selfish..i am wrong...i am right...i swear i'm right...i swear i knew it all along"...

4.) Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...i love it..."i will never let you fall...i'll stand up with you forever...i'll be there for you through it all...even if saving you sends me to heaven"...

5.) Last Look by Chicosci...super astig talagah...sapul!..."make me yours and kill me with your stare...leaves shaking...let's follow...i'm staying with you angel"...

Un lang...by the way, these songs are all dedicated...blah...blah...blah...

Song for the day:

I understand what you're trying to say
No need to say it
I am leaving
But don't walk away
Just stay right there
I'll fall...And I'll just look at you

I'll just look at you
I'll just look at you
I'll just look at you

I don't know why I always feel like this
It's hard to breathe when your around
Your big blue eyes are drowning me to sleep
The space is tearing me

I'll stay
Please stay
I'll stay
Please stay
I'll stay
Please stay
I'll stay
Please stay

Words are not important
Smiles are all I need from you
The yearning is getting stronger
I'm dumb
I hope you like me too

You're two tables away
You could see me mesmerized
I want to talk to you
But I'm so scared
Before I never cared
Infatuations never there
But now it's killing me

I really hate myself
I really hate myself
I really hate myself
I really hate myself

Words are not important
Smiles are all I need from you
The yearning is getting stronger
I'm dumb
I hope you like me too

Words are not important
Smiles are all I need from you
The yearning is getting stronger
I'm dumb
I hope you like me too

-The Infatuation is Always There by Typecast

OUCH!! Grabeh...tinamaan akoh sa song ah...sapul men! Promiz...! Anyway, I really love this song. Actually, kakapakinig ko pa lang nito ngaun nd I love it already...this is for the people who will never get the ones they want...daydream na lang!

Pabati Corner:
-peste kah!!!!!!!

-NiYaelVampaYr^
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